[ It's not quite correct without Sypha. But it's miles more correct than lying at opposite sides of a cold bed, somehow managing to be alone despite being only a few feet away from someone desperately important, and it only feels more so when Alucard finally humors him and says that he is, in fact, happy.
And for now, that is still important. Because he's spent his entire life avoiding things as fraught as other people's emotions. Recognizing them, trusting them, is still difficult, even with Alucard being as stupidly honest as he is. ]
For what it's worth, knocking you over seemed like a good idea at the time.
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[ It's not quite correct without Sypha. But it's miles more correct than lying at opposite sides of a cold bed, somehow managing to be alone despite being only a few feet away from someone desperately important, and it only feels more so when Alucard finally humors him and says that he is, in fact, happy.
And for now, that is still important. Because he's spent his entire life avoiding things as fraught as other people's emotions. Recognizing them, trusting them, is still difficult, even with Alucard being as stupidly honest as he is. ]
For what it's worth, knocking you over seemed like a good idea at the time.