[ Maybe it's worry that brought this about - he has been worried for Alucard all day. Maybe it's the leftovers of the head injury, and finally (somewhat too late) being willing to just allow himself to be cared for. Maybe it simply is just a rare mood, something brought upon by nothing but whim. Whatever it is, he knows in the back of his mind how unusual it is to just be content. Nothing but content. And he'd like to get the most of it while it lasts. ]
Mmm. Don't want to.
[ It's stupid and it's childish and he doesn't care. But he does want them both to be closer to Sypha, regardless of the season and how warm she always is. She'll know, even in her sleep, and she'll grab and latch on to him and not let go and Alucard won't let go either and that all sounds wonderful right now. Not just wonderful. Needed. Desperately, desperately needed. ]
Fine.
[ And he moves, taking his own weight again, just far enough away so that Alucard can get up and not letting go of his hand. ]
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Mmm. Don't want to.
[ It's stupid and it's childish and he doesn't care. But he does want them both to be closer to Sypha, regardless of the season and how warm she always is. She'll know, even in her sleep, and she'll grab and latch on to him and not let go and Alucard won't let go either and that all sounds wonderful right now. Not just wonderful. Needed. Desperately, desperately needed. ]
Fine.
[ And he moves, taking his own weight again, just far enough away so that Alucard can get up and not letting go of his hand. ]