[ Three days. He’s a Belmont, and he kept from the temptation to feed for three days. Less. They weren’t even full days. Seven hours.
He feels sick. He wants to vomit (it would be a terrible waste, but he’s hardly thinking about that right now). The smell, though, the smell won’t let him. Too destructive. Too much like agression. Perhaps he could have been objective about this were it taking blood under different circumstances, seen it as just a measure to sustain himself. Perhaps not, he would still be himself, after all.
Cautiously, cautiously, he moves closer to Alucard. It’s wrong to, he knows it is. He doesn’t want to touch them as what he is now, because what he is now is disgusting. Moreso than he’d realised before. But even now, this is still Alucard. He was still hurt. And- that, that he knows what to do about. He can’t pull him close, not with that smell in the air, but he can wrap his arms very softly around Alucard. ]
It won’t happen again. [ And he means so many things by that. The feeding. Carmilla. The incense being used to hurt him. All of it. ]
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[ Three days. He’s a Belmont, and he kept from the temptation to feed for three days. Less. They weren’t even full days. Seven hours.
He feels sick. He wants to vomit (it would be a terrible waste, but he’s hardly thinking about that right now). The smell, though, the smell won’t let him. Too destructive. Too much like agression. Perhaps he could have been objective about this were it taking blood under different circumstances, seen it as just a measure to sustain himself. Perhaps not, he would still be himself, after all.
Cautiously, cautiously, he moves closer to Alucard. It’s wrong to, he knows it is. He doesn’t want to touch them as what he is now, because what he is now is disgusting. Moreso than he’d realised before. But even now, this is still Alucard. He was still hurt. And- that, that he knows what to do about. He can’t pull him close, not with that smell in the air, but he can wrap his arms very softly around Alucard. ]
It won’t happen again. [ And he means so many things by that. The feeding. Carmilla. The incense being used to hurt him. All of it. ]