I'll have a few hours of myself in the morning. I'll be able to find anything that's a danger.
[ It's a genuine offer - Alucard and Sypha are working so hard on this, he ought to at least do what little he can. But he's fairly certain they won't trust him to do the work alone no matter what he says. Too many opportunities to do something stupid. Too deep a knowledge that no matter how good his intentions now he'll take those opportunities when the time comes.
He stares at the bucket, but using it requires Alucard to release him. He isn't doing that, yet, and he doesn't want him to do so. He leans his forehead against Alucard's shoulder and this places his mouth uncomfortably close to a vein but- he doesn't trust himself, but he also doesn't think he's going to hurt him any further. He isn't hungry any more. And that would be a blessing, were the situation any different. ]
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[ It's a genuine offer - Alucard and Sypha are working so hard on this, he ought to at least do what little he can. But he's fairly certain they won't trust him to do the work alone no matter what he says. Too many opportunities to do something stupid. Too deep a knowledge that no matter how good his intentions now he'll take those opportunities when the time comes.
He stares at the bucket, but using it requires Alucard to release him. He isn't doing that, yet, and he doesn't want him to do so. He leans his forehead against Alucard's shoulder and this places his mouth uncomfortably close to a vein but- he doesn't trust himself, but he also doesn't think he's going to hurt him any further. He isn't hungry any more. And that would be a blessing, were the situation any different. ]
Shit. I- shit.