[ He has a lot of ways of saying I love you, distinguishable only by tone. This is one of them.
He promised that he would live. He promised it. But that was before they knew that the turning would reverse and happen again and reverse again and happen again. That was before he knew that the alternative might be harming Sypha and Alucard and- fuck, it's a blessing that he's still not powerful enough to do permanent damage to Alucard normally, but even with that it's only a matter of time before they get unlucky, before he hits something that can't heal. And that's assuming that he does go after Alucard next time, and not Sypha.
Alucard kisses the top of his head, and for a moment those thoughts dissolve into nothing. ]
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[ He has a lot of ways of saying I love you, distinguishable only by tone. This is one of them.
He promised that he would live. He promised it. But that was before they knew that the turning would reverse and happen again and reverse again and happen again. That was before he knew that the alternative might be harming Sypha and Alucard and- fuck, it's a blessing that he's still not powerful enough to do permanent damage to Alucard normally, but even with that it's only a matter of time before they get unlucky, before he hits something that can't heal. And that's assuming that he does go after Alucard next time, and not Sypha.
Alucard kisses the top of his head, and for a moment those thoughts dissolve into nothing. ]