Impossible. We'll never stop having feelings at you or about you, and you just need to get used to it.

[After so many years, he's still not, and it's a little upsetting some days. But today isn't such a day, and Alucard can only nuzzle the top of Trevor's head. They are here and alive and whole in the beautiful summer sun that actually sets without resetting.]

I'll have the grace to look surprised though.