Compulsion. Compulsion. That means it isn't him, even in any universe where there is family alive, Alucard would never dare. He knows. He knows better, and at this point there's absolutely nothing to loose. He knows this is a dream. This is a nightmare. So let him try and exert some kind of control. Any at all.
He's still a wolf as he leaps down off the part of the library where he's hidden to, and he lands on that horrible fucking table, claws digging into himself. If this thing is him, if it is truly him, then he will recognize himself and know better. Know that compulsion is a thing prohibited, know that this is a dream, know a million other things besides.
He catches Enid's eye. There's a tail wag just for her, just in case there's some part that will see this wolf as a friend instead of a foe.]
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Compulsion. Compulsion. That means it isn't him, even in any universe where there is family alive, Alucard would never dare. He knows. He knows better, and at this point there's absolutely nothing to loose. He knows this is a dream. This is a nightmare. So let him try and exert some kind of control. Any at all.
He's still a wolf as he leaps down off the part of the library where he's hidden to, and he lands on that horrible fucking table, claws digging into himself. If this thing is him, if it is truly him, then he will recognize himself and know better. Know that compulsion is a thing prohibited, know that this is a dream, know a million other things besides.
He catches Enid's eye. There's a tail wag just for her, just in case there's some part that will see this wolf as a friend instead of a foe.]