I'll...I'll look. I haven't gone in there in for a time [he's absolutely locked it] , but I'll find it.
[He'll take Sypha and Trevor with him. He'll need them both. And he hopes that they'll both be in bed when he wakes, as he'll need them for that too. There's something dark and wretched starting to rise up in his throat and he fights it back down.
This entire dream has been happiness. No tears permitted.
He squeezes his mother again. One last time. A real good-bye this time.]
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I'll...I'll look. I haven't gone in there in for a time [he's absolutely locked it] , but I'll find it.
[He'll take Sypha and Trevor with him. He'll need them both. And he hopes that they'll both be in bed when he wakes, as he'll need them for that too. There's something dark and wretched starting to rise up in his throat and he fights it back down.
This entire dream has been happiness. No tears permitted.
He squeezes his mother again. One last time. A real good-bye this time.]
I miss you so much, mother.