[ He'd really rather Alucard not be concerned, because that means he won't drop the subject and-
-this is his own fault, really. He's an idiot who can't maintain a professional relationship with a vampire, of all things, and the woman said vampire is practically married to. (Alucard's arms are different to his. Paler. Unscarred. All muscle, instead of the muscle and fat of his own. He looks like a fucking painting more than he does a real living thing, even in a pair of ridiculous goggles and gradually becoming more and more stained with grease.) An idiot who can't just accept normal kindnesses for what they are and be grateful, who always has to want and want and want.
(That's the difference between humans and monsters, there. Humans can be happy with what they have, monsters will never stop wanting more.)
He's pathetic, isn't he? A useless thing that grasped onto the first kindness it was shown and demanded more from people who had no more to give. ]
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[ He'd really rather Alucard not be concerned, because that means he won't drop the subject and-
-this is his own fault, really. He's an idiot who can't maintain a professional relationship with a vampire, of all things, and the woman said vampire is practically married to. (Alucard's arms are different to his. Paler. Unscarred. All muscle, instead of the muscle and fat of his own. He looks like a fucking painting more than he does a real living thing, even in a pair of ridiculous goggles and gradually becoming more and more stained with grease.) An idiot who can't just accept normal kindnesses for what they are and be grateful, who always has to want and want and want.
(That's the difference between humans and monsters, there. Humans can be happy with what they have, monsters will never stop wanting more.)
He's pathetic, isn't he? A useless thing that grasped onto the first kindness it was shown and demanded more from people who had no more to give. ]
Want me to let you be?