[ Shouldn't have touched her. Shouldn't have held her like that, like she was something precious to him. A thousand ways to get a body from one place to another, and he chose the only one with too much meaning behind it. And it was a spur of the moment choice but it was still a choice he made. He wanted to pull her against his chest, to feel if she really was light and delicate as a little songbird, to feel like she was his for a few minutes of navigating glass and spilled food and drinks.
Shouldn't have buried his face in Adrian's fur all of those times. Shouldn't have pulled him close and rested his head against him. Shouldn't have touched him at all, regardless of the form. Shouldn't have pushed him into sparring in case it was ever needed, and certainly shouldn't have let the sparring end with the vampire pinning him down with one hand to his chest.
...there are a lot of things he shouldn't have done. His face is bright red when he withdraws his hands from it, and he really, really isn't meeting Alucard's gaze. ]
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[ Shouldn't have touched her. Shouldn't have held her like that, like she was something precious to him. A thousand ways to get a body from one place to another, and he chose the only one with too much meaning behind it. And it was a spur of the moment choice but it was still a choice he made. He wanted to pull her against his chest, to feel if she really was light and delicate as a little songbird, to feel like she was his for a few minutes of navigating glass and spilled food and drinks.
Shouldn't have buried his face in Adrian's fur all of those times. Shouldn't have pulled him close and rested his head against him. Shouldn't have touched him at all, regardless of the form. Shouldn't have pushed him into sparring in case it was ever needed, and certainly shouldn't have let the sparring end with the vampire pinning him down with one hand to his chest.
...there are a lot of things he shouldn't have done. His face is bright red when he withdraws his hands from it, and he really, really isn't meeting Alucard's gaze. ]
I'm so sorry.