If he's not down here by the time lunch is done, I'll go get him.
[Alucard doesn't know how much of those awful fucking words he heard were compulsion and his father's bullshit magic versus genuine. He doesn't care to know, he's been trying not to think about it. They were details. Fleeting, tiny details that didn't matter when the only important thing was surviving the month.
He's lingering where he is, memorizing every hair, how it tickles against his nose, every little thing. Mine. Ours. Those details matter even more now.]
Needed to do this first.
[It's a slow thing, moving his head up. Easy to hide emotions when there's an entire head of beautiful, perfect hair in the way. But kissing is good for that too. Much more important too, and so when Alucard leans in to follow the most important directive given for the day, he's aware that the muted fear on his face is going to be obvious, if only for a split second.
His kiss starts with all the stupid nerves that it did back then. Unsure of what's right anymore, but it fades after just a few moments. Morphs into that much calmer, confident knowledge of love and that this is how it ought to be.]
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[Alucard doesn't know how much of those awful fucking words he heard were compulsion and his father's bullshit magic versus genuine. He doesn't care to know, he's been trying not to think about it. They were details. Fleeting, tiny details that didn't matter when the only important thing was surviving the month.
He's lingering where he is, memorizing every hair, how it tickles against his nose, every little thing. Mine. Ours. Those details matter even more now.]
Needed to do this first.
[It's a slow thing, moving his head up. Easy to hide emotions when there's an entire head of beautiful, perfect hair in the way. But kissing is good for that too. Much more important too, and so when Alucard leans in to follow the most important directive given for the day, he's aware that the muted fear on his face is going to be obvious, if only for a split second.
His kiss starts with all the stupid nerves that it did back then. Unsure of what's right anymore, but it fades after just a few moments. Morphs into that much calmer, confident knowledge of love and that this is how it ought to be.]