Should've gotten exact words on that. [He sighs, nuzzling what he can reach of her.] Sorry.
[It's the only word left in his vocabulary. It'll be the only thing he has period if this all goes to Hell and beyond, and at that point he'll choke it out at the foot of their far too large and far too lonely bed until he has to be dragged away. (He knows he will have to be.)
That thin noise is not a Sypha noise. Not something Alucard wants to hear ever again.]
I want you here. Both of you. I...[It has always been need with him, hasn't it? Need because of the grief or support or every comfort that they share.] I would be so much worse without you.
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[It's the only word left in his vocabulary. It'll be the only thing he has period if this all goes to Hell and beyond, and at that point he'll choke it out at the foot of their far too large and far too lonely bed until he has to be dragged away. (He knows he will have to be.)
That thin noise is not a Sypha noise. Not something Alucard wants to hear ever again.]
I want you here. Both of you. I...[It has always been need with him, hasn't it? Need because of the grief or support or every comfort that they share.] I would be so much worse without you.