Only once. And it was Trevor's dream, I had simply been pulled in.

[Once had been enough. Once in Trevor's head, and never again, as it had been a by product of the spell used to let Trevor act through Alucard. The vampire needs a moment, feeling his throat heal inch by inch. It's slower here, the healing. Not good.]

I was in a forest, not unlike the one outside and...I tried to rescue him. Because of course I did.

[Alucard's predictable in so many ways.]

The rest was a matter taken from Tam Lin, the Queen wearing face after face to try and cause me to falter. Nearly did, when my mother appeared.