[ He sits, at the very least. He understands what Alucard is saying, now, and he wants to stay, but-

-that he wants it is the problem, really. It sends him searching for the catch, searching for the way in which this must be the wrong thing to do. It's something good, for him, and that must mean that there's some horrible price to pay. ]

Look, you don't have to do this. [ He says finally with a sigh. The adoring's gone, along with the confusion, replaced with resignation. ] The two of you are already [ more than he deserves ] the least shit thing in my life. I'm not such a selfish fuck that I'd ask for more.