[ He didn’t mean for Alucard to get the medicine for him. He doesn’t want to force anyone to wait upon him, least of all Alucard as injured as he is. He tries, while Alucard is gone, to find a way to hold himself that doesn’t hurt. There is none. Instead he rolls onto his back, gingerly uncurling himself.
His hand slides into Alucard’s when the hand is offered. ]
I wanted things to be easier. For both of you.
[ There’s a helplessness to the words. He failed at that, too, ]
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[ He didn’t mean for Alucard to get the medicine for him. He doesn’t want to force anyone to wait upon him, least of all Alucard as injured as he is. He tries, while Alucard is gone, to find a way to hold himself that doesn’t hurt. There is none. Instead he rolls onto his back, gingerly uncurling himself.
His hand slides into Alucard’s when the hand is offered. ]
I wanted things to be easier. For both of you.
[ There’s a helplessness to the words. He failed at that, too, ]