I don’t want this to last for years. Shit, Arn, I can hardly manage some days. I don’t know how long I’ll last if this doesn’t end soon.

[ He slumps to the side at the kiss, leaning against Arn. ]

I sound pathetic, don’t I? Selfish. ‘I don’t want to do my work, I just want to laze around and be safe and have them both fawn over me’.