[ He can't pull Alucard any tighter, so he just rests his head against him and tegs at the blankets instead, burying them both deeper in the mountain of warm things. He's thought a little too hard, pulled himself out of the soft, comfortable state that the other two so carefully got him into. He'll be back to it eventually, no doubt, but right now it feels like suddenly falling into cold water.
They'll probably never come to a conclusion on what would have been right. Alucard might have won, but seeing the state that he was in it's hard to imagine him surviving even in victory. And even if Trevor survived Carmilla's loyal falling upon him in the aftermath of her death, the city would have called for his blood. No matter what happened, one of them would be gone. The two of them will never agree on which of them it ought to have been
(Him. It would have been best if it were him. Alucard had thousands of years ahead of him, back then, and Trevor less than three.) ]
But we didn't lose you, and that's all I give a shit about.
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[ He can't pull Alucard any tighter, so he just rests his head against him and tegs at the blankets instead, burying them both deeper in the mountain of warm things. He's thought a little too hard, pulled himself out of the soft, comfortable state that the other two so carefully got him into. He'll be back to it eventually, no doubt, but right now it feels like suddenly falling into cold water.
They'll probably never come to a conclusion on what would have been right. Alucard might have won, but seeing the state that he was in it's hard to imagine him surviving even in victory. And even if Trevor survived Carmilla's loyal falling upon him in the aftermath of her death, the city would have called for his blood. No matter what happened, one of them would be gone. The two of them will never agree on which of them it ought to have been
(Him. It would have been best if it were him. Alucard had thousands of years ahead of him, back then, and Trevor less than three.) ]
But we didn't lose you, and that's all I give a shit about.