There should be. [ Emphasis on 'should be'. ] I'm not being controlled, I'm just- we're meant to be trained. Weird meditation shit, so we can instruct ourselves. But the fucking war started, so- [ So he was trained in military service instead, which doesn't exactly put priority on learning to give oneself instructions. ]

I'm not bound to follow instructions from anyone, unless I choose to accept that kind of shit. But without them, I can only follow my basic nature. And my basic nature is apparently an asshole.