[Alucard's focus is on the mirror. Letting himself pretend to be elsewhere because the situation is terrible. Listening while looking at the viewing mirror is not a new strategy he's used for these kinds of deliberations, but there's a new texture to it. They're three now, not two, and it's harder to hear these things now. It was already hard to hear them to begin with.
There's a lot this situation brings up. Not just that horrible need to act as his father in full, but with how everyone in this world Alucard's bound to has decided to treat the two most important people in his life. With Trevor it's...it's the surname. It's circling now, not yet confirmed because the rumors work in their favor, and that's understandable. Every vampire who's old enough to remember knows that Belmont is just another word for Death. With Sypha it's the bullshit his mother put up with.
They're as much a part of Alucard as his limbs, and they're due just as much respect as he is. It's infuriating.]
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[Alucard's focus is on the mirror. Letting himself pretend to be elsewhere because the situation is terrible. Listening while looking at the viewing mirror is not a new strategy he's used for these kinds of deliberations, but there's a new texture to it. They're three now, not two, and it's harder to hear these things now. It was already hard to hear them to begin with.
There's a lot this situation brings up. Not just that horrible need to act as his father in full, but with how everyone in this world Alucard's bound to has decided to treat the two most important people in his life. With Trevor it's...it's the surname. It's circling now, not yet confirmed because the rumors work in their favor, and that's understandable. Every vampire who's old enough to remember knows that Belmont is just another word for Death. With Sypha it's the bullshit his mother put up with.
They're as much a part of Alucard as his limbs, and they're due just as much respect as he is. It's infuriating.]