[Two thirds of Trevor's suspicions are correct. Alucard is horrified at himself. Everything his mother expected of him is undone. How he copes at the start, he cannot bear for the other two to see. They are already dealing with this burden, he does not need to increase it further.
(He's still doing that by refusing to be around them. But better that than whatever this is.)
Maybe he'll sleep better if he asks Trevor to leave. Maybe he won't. And instead of responding to anything Trevor's asked, Alucard asks something else instead.]
How did you find peace after the first time you...
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(He's still doing that by refusing to be around them. But better that than whatever this is.)
Maybe he'll sleep better if he asks Trevor to leave. Maybe he won't. And instead of responding to anything Trevor's asked, Alucard asks something else instead.]
How did you find peace after the first time you...
[You fulfilled family duty.]