[It's been the phrase his brain returns to when all other part of his emotions have faded away and he's left with raw repulsion of what he's done. Because part of Alucard still thinks this isn't what his life was supposed to be.
It's what his life is, and this is the final hurdle to accepting it.]
And you only learn to cope by doing it time and again, don't you?
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It's what his life is, and this is the final hurdle to accepting it.]
And you only learn to cope by doing it time and again, don't you?