[He repeats the phrase and it sounds so dark when he does. The first reminder in about an hour of reality. Alucard doesn't like it, but it's perhaps too much to ask Sypha to be his escape from reality. Instead, he shuts up and listens.
Inner conflict? That applies to mourning, probably, but not in a way that feels right. Everything right now is shaped by external forces, not internal ones. The Four of Wands is cruel fucking irony though, and it's fascinating to hear the actual process behind what was said earlier today.
More than that...sad. A pained look crosses his face.]
Thank you for doing that. This is the first time in some days that I've felt truly distracted from that emotion.
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[He repeats the phrase and it sounds so dark when he does. The first reminder in about an hour of reality. Alucard doesn't like it, but it's perhaps too much to ask Sypha to be his escape from reality. Instead, he shuts up and listens.
Inner conflict? That applies to mourning, probably, but not in a way that feels right. Everything right now is shaped by external forces, not internal ones. The Four of Wands is cruel fucking irony though, and it's fascinating to hear the actual process behind what was said earlier today.
More than that...sad. A pained look crosses his face.]
Thank you for doing that. This is the first time in some days that I've felt truly distracted from that emotion.