[ It's not words. But it's something. He'll take it. Maybe he should have waited. Maybe he should have given Alucard more time. Or maybe this was bound to happen sooner or later anyway, and he just hastened it along.
There's no way of knowing now. Just like there's no way of knowing if Alucard would have been happier had he never come here and started demanding he be a proper vampire. Had he not pushed him as hard as he had on to the path that he's on now, even if it was the only path there was.
He's kind of a shitty boyfriend.
But he stays here, kneeling on the kitchen floor, Alucard slumped over him, hands still now. And he'll stay here until Alucard speaks or moves, just holding him. ]
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There's no way of knowing now. Just like there's no way of knowing if Alucard would have been happier had he never come here and started demanding he be a proper vampire. Had he not pushed him as hard as he had on to the path that he's on now, even if it was the only path there was.
He's kind of a shitty boyfriend.
But he stays here, kneeling on the kitchen floor, Alucard slumped over him, hands still now. And he'll stay here until Alucard speaks or moves, just holding him. ]