[He keeps holding still. He can't latch onto Trevor until every last inch of Alucard is confirmed free of Damien's blood, but Alucard can let this much be done. Trevor's hands are rough, they've always been rough, and they're the most comfortable and reliable thing in this moment.
There is a sigh with ours that sounds like all the air going out of him at once, awash in contentment and reassurance. There's no terrible thing in admitting how much that reassurance is needed right now. Whatever this new thing demands, it will bring him closer to the things that Trevor's family hunted for generations. That's not idle speculation. That's plain fact, fact that terrifies Alucard more than he can say.]
Yours unto the end.
[He whispers it. Fuck it could be a vow, if all things really do go to shit. Terrible fucking vow, but at least it too is a true one.]
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There is a sigh with ours that sounds like all the air going out of him at once, awash in contentment and reassurance. There's no terrible thing in admitting how much that reassurance is needed right now. Whatever this new thing demands, it will bring him closer to the things that Trevor's family hunted for generations. That's not idle speculation. That's plain fact, fact that terrifies Alucard more than he can say.]
Yours unto the end.
[He whispers it. Fuck it could be a vow, if all things really do go to shit. Terrible fucking vow, but at least it too is a true one.]