[But now they're doing nothing but rushing, are they?
His head is so cool against hers. It's a warm and welcome weight and...oh. He can take a hint.
Alucard's eyes flutter open, finally, and there's still fear in them. This is a terrible and finite thing now, and they're both aware of it. Any grand gesture or overture is going to be ephemeral.
But when he kisses her this time, it's not for that. It's to make up for that disappointment instead, and he tries to make it clear what his intent would have been that night instead of this one. Nervous and uncertain but wanting to do this so very badly because she's made him happy, and she should know that.]
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[But now they're doing nothing but rushing, are they?
His head is so cool against hers. It's a warm and welcome weight and...oh. He can take a hint.
Alucard's eyes flutter open, finally, and there's still fear in them. This is a terrible and finite thing now, and they're both aware of it. Any grand gesture or overture is going to be ephemeral.
But when he kisses her this time, it's not for that. It's to make up for that disappointment instead, and he tries to make it clear what his intent would have been that night instead of this one. Nervous and uncertain but wanting to do this so very badly because she's made him happy, and she should know that.]