[ He can’t feel. He won’t let himself. But if he could, he’d be wishing that he were more convinced by that.
It’s a day later, now, and he’s not slept. He hasn’t allowed himself to look through Dracula’s magical research, not since he came here. It feels wrong, it’s what his sister would call bad shit. And also at least some of these books are bound in the skin of people related to him. It’s the only reason he’s able to open half of them. So that’s upsetting.
He needs to identify the substance that he wiped from the sword, see what it can do compared to blood, and- ]
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[ He can’t feel. He won’t let himself. But if he could, he’d be wishing that he were more convinced by that.
It’s a day later, now, and he’s not slept. He hasn’t allowed himself to look through Dracula’s magical research, not since he came here. It feels wrong, it’s what his sister would call bad shit. And also at least some of these books are bound in the skin of people related to him. It’s the only reason he’s able to open half of them. So that’s upsetting.
He needs to identify the substance that he wiped from the sword, see what it can do compared to blood, and- ]
...Alucard. You’ll be doing this alone.