[ He shouldn’t have done this. He really shouldn’t have done this. It hurts her, hearing it. He knew it would. But- what he’s going to ask of her is going to hurt her no matter how careful he is about it, and he needs to do it now. He needs to do it while this is still fresh, because otherwise he’ll never be able to make himself say this shit. And she would never order him to just spit it out if she knew what it was. ]
I need to ask something of you, before it does. And you’re going to fucking hate it. Just- promise you’ll hear me out, and then I’ll kick myself out of the bed.
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[ He shouldn’t have done this. He really shouldn’t have done this. It hurts her, hearing it. He knew it would. But- what he’s going to ask of her is going to hurt her no matter how careful he is about it, and he needs to do it now. He needs to do it while this is still fresh, because otherwise he’ll never be able to make himself say this shit. And she would never order him to just spit it out if she knew what it was. ]
I need to ask something of you, before it does. And you’re going to fucking hate it. Just- promise you’ll hear me out, and then I’ll kick myself out of the bed.