[He stops because the double voice of Trevor throws Alucard for a terrible loop. His stomach churns (blood calls to blood), and he has to steady himself after realizing that it's just the magic working.
Then his hands move without Alucard's say so, and when he swears it betrays exactly how raw he feels in this moment. They're fighting over the worst of his father's legacy, Sypha's status is unknown, they're arguing about turning on the back burner, and Alucard's moving without his own say so.
It's this or turning. That's the only thought he repeats in his head. Lets it become a mantra.]
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[He stops because the double voice of Trevor throws Alucard for a terrible loop. His stomach churns (blood calls to blood), and he has to steady himself after realizing that it's just the magic working.
Then his hands move without Alucard's say so, and when he swears it betrays exactly how raw he feels in this moment. They're fighting over the worst of his father's legacy, Sypha's status is unknown, they're arguing about turning on the back burner, and Alucard's moving without his own say so.
It's this or turning. That's the only thought he repeats in his head. Lets it become a mantra.]