Because you've made that so obvious lately, to the point where if my hand accidentally brushes over yours you nearly recoil.
[There's hurt there. Real hurt, because in the process of recovering Sypha from this nightmare, they've seemingly lost everything else. That is a price, a very high one, and Alucard hates that they're paying it now.
Worse is I mistook selfishness for humanity. That's the point where Alucard's attempt to just look disappointed fails, and there's heartbreak on his face instead, all slackjawed devastation and trying not to shake.]
I am who I always have been. You've simply interpreted the same thing in another way and...
[He doesn't have any more words. They die on his tongue.]
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[There's hurt there. Real hurt, because in the process of recovering Sypha from this nightmare, they've seemingly lost everything else. That is a price, a very high one, and Alucard hates that they're paying it now.
Worse is I mistook selfishness for humanity. That's the point where Alucard's attempt to just look disappointed fails, and there's heartbreak on his face instead, all slackjawed devastation and trying not to shake.]
I am who I always have been. You've simply interpreted the same thing in another way and...
[He doesn't have any more words. They die on his tongue.]