I needed you to be human for an hour out of every day.
[It was worse than when Trevor first took up residence in the castle, all salt and vinegar, making it impossible to be comfortable. This was with the knowledge of how incredibly warm and wonderful and peaceful the house could be, how Trevor could care and make that fact known in his own ways. Just as Alucard did. Just as Sypha did.
He wanted comfort from a brick wall. Reassurance. Some other way to express every fear that was inside of him, seeking ways to get out. And now fear comes in words, cracking and sticking in his throat.]
I don't want this to be added to the cost of this horrible thing.
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[It was worse than when Trevor first took up residence in the castle, all salt and vinegar, making it impossible to be comfortable. This was with the knowledge of how incredibly warm and wonderful and peaceful the house could be, how Trevor could care and make that fact known in his own ways. Just as Alucard did. Just as Sypha did.
He wanted comfort from a brick wall. Reassurance. Some other way to express every fear that was inside of him, seeking ways to get out. And now fear comes in words, cracking and sticking in his throat.]
I don't want this to be added to the cost of this horrible thing.