[It is easy to slam into nihilism at the moment. There's no point to festivities like this, not really. There's three weeks until a blood bath and nothing short of a miracle is going to stop it now. (Alucard's not sure what a vampire miracle would look like. That seems like Belmont speculation.)
So perhaps he can be forgiven when Trevor's request is made and all the vampire can manage is a cold look, the absolute confusion showing in his eyes. Sypha's made it plenty of times, but that's Sypha.
(He's going to have to talk to Trevor about the terms when things draw closer. Insist that Trevor get the hell out with Sypha because this may be Belmont business but it's crueler to leave her alone when this settles. She's given up everything for the both of them, after all. She cannot be left alone. Not after all of this.)
The question why doesn't leave the vampire's lips, but it's there over every inch of his face. The unspoken statement, the nhilism creeping in, the what does it matter, that's there too. There as the vampire is too still and too cold and too busy thinking of death.]
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So perhaps he can be forgiven when Trevor's request is made and all the vampire can manage is a cold look, the absolute confusion showing in his eyes. Sypha's made it plenty of times, but that's Sypha.
(He's going to have to talk to Trevor about the terms when things draw closer. Insist that Trevor get the hell out with Sypha because this may be Belmont business but it's crueler to leave her alone when this settles. She's given up everything for the both of them, after all. She cannot be left alone. Not after all of this.)
The question why doesn't leave the vampire's lips, but it's there over every inch of his face. The unspoken statement, the nhilism creeping in, the what does it matter, that's there too. There as the vampire is too still and too cold and too busy thinking of death.]