For you to....[The words just don't form. He's never thought them, thinking them now is actual pain.] Of course not, why would you....
[Safe. He just wants them both to be safe if everything goes to hell. He doesn't want Sypha alone. He doesn't want Trevor left to the fae. He just wants them safe and he may not be able to make that so.
He failed them anyway with those stupid fucking brakes anyway, didn't he? It was only the car that saved them. He failed Sypha with that necromancer. They haven't had the right amount of time to well and truly dive into the fae and how to defeat their claim on Trevor.
Every fear has come home to rest. Each in turn has wrapped itself around the vampire, making a fine cloak of utter despair. He wears it, weighed down, and the sob that comes out next is from the weight of it all.]
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[Safe. He just wants them both to be safe if everything goes to hell. He doesn't want Sypha alone. He doesn't want Trevor left to the fae. He just wants them safe and he may not be able to make that so.
He failed them anyway with those stupid fucking brakes anyway, didn't he? It was only the car that saved them. He failed Sypha with that necromancer. They haven't had the right amount of time to well and truly dive into the fae and how to defeat their claim on Trevor.
Every fear has come home to rest. Each in turn has wrapped itself around the vampire, making a fine cloak of utter despair. He wears it, weighed down, and the sob that comes out next is from the weight of it all.]