I only meant to say I understood the action. Nothing....nothing like what you implied.

[He's worse with words when he's like this.]

Trevor wanted to do this instead of myself, so that means him dying instead of me, Sypha. Because that's somehow better in his stupid head. [It's really stupid.]

If I die then...I wallow in guilt wherever I end up because I begged you to leave everything behind and this is how's it's ended.