[ He shakes his head. ]

I've been away from my body a long time. I don't want to distance myself from it. It's just-

[ He wants to gulp down the broth and have it gone or just leave it untouched, but he sips at it carefully. He's already queasy and weak, he doesn't need to make either worse. ]

-a lot. It's a lot. Getting four years of bullshit at once.