That's getting to some of the heart of it, he supposes. And that's the reason the facade of calmness, being okay with any of the situation, that all drops. Or at least that is the lie Alucard will tell himself later, because right now he's aware it's going to get ugly.]
Want and need are different things. We all need to do what's best beyond our own interests.
[They're pretty words that contrast sharply with how gutted Alucard looks at Sypha's words. He's felt awful since they left, but it was good they didn't see the worst of his fury and his grief. Now though, now it feels like there needs to be someone else around. That yes, being alone is a terrible choice.
But the world needs a Speaker and a Belmont. How can he deny the world that?
He can. He should. The world took both of his parents, offered him these two, and now makes this demand. He could be selfish. He should be.]
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That's getting to some of the heart of it, he supposes. And that's the reason the facade of calmness, being okay with any of the situation, that all drops. Or at least that is the lie Alucard will tell himself later, because right now he's aware it's going to get ugly.]
Want and need are different things. We all need to do what's best beyond our own interests.
[They're pretty words that contrast sharply with how gutted Alucard looks at Sypha's words. He's felt awful since they left, but it was good they didn't see the worst of his fury and his grief. Now though, now it feels like there needs to be someone else around. That yes, being alone is a terrible choice.
But the world needs a Speaker and a Belmont. How can he deny the world that?
He can. He should. The world took both of his parents, offered him these two, and now makes this demand. He could be selfish. He should be.]