His instinct is to reach out, to pull Alucard closer, to kiss back just as fiercely. The feeling of the ropes pulling taut when he tries to move his arms, even if it wouldn't truly stop him, reminds him not to. He doesn't. That would ruin this and- shit, that's the last thing he wants to do.
He moves a little, only as much as is needed not to catch lips or tongue against Alucard's fangs. He doesn't think he'd mind (he's not- thought about that much until now) but- one thing at a time. God knows this is out of both of their comfort zones as it is, the metallic taste of blood could push it all just a little too far.
But- shit, the contrast between the delicacy of Alucard's hands and the fierceness of his mouth is heartstopping. He's less of a stranger than he used to be to the idea of being treated like he's made out of glass, but the tenderness of it still catches him off guard every now and then. And nothing could have prepared him for the other half of that, the hungry half, the half that he might actually recognise as a vampire.
He's gasping for air when Alucard pulls away, flushed and significantly less put together than he was only a few moments ago, all the seams exposed. And he's utterly, utterly enchanted, eyes transfixed on Alucard's face. ]
Shit- shit, I- [ He was expecting this to be a much less- sexy experience, honestly. But here they are. He gasps for air for a moment before continuing. ]-I'm guessing that's this working.
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His instinct is to reach out, to pull Alucard closer, to kiss back just as fiercely. The feeling of the ropes pulling taut when he tries to move his arms, even if it wouldn't truly stop him, reminds him not to. He doesn't. That would ruin this and- shit, that's the last thing he wants to do.
He moves a little, only as much as is needed not to catch lips or tongue against Alucard's fangs. He doesn't think he'd mind (he's not- thought about that much until now) but- one thing at a time. God knows this is out of both of their comfort zones as it is, the metallic taste of blood could push it all just a little too far.
But- shit, the contrast between the delicacy of Alucard's hands and the fierceness of his mouth is heartstopping. He's less of a stranger than he used to be to the idea of being treated like he's made out of glass, but the tenderness of it still catches him off guard every now and then. And nothing could have prepared him for the other half of that, the hungry half, the half that he might actually recognise as a vampire.
He's gasping for air when Alucard pulls away, flushed and significantly less put together than he was only a few moments ago, all the seams exposed. And he's utterly, utterly enchanted, eyes transfixed on Alucard's face. ]
Shit- shit, I- [ He was expecting this to be a much less- sexy experience, honestly. But here they are. He gasps for air for a moment before continuing. ]-I'm guessing that's this working.