[ In truth, he’s more than a little worried about doing this wrong somehow. He figured this out himself, and he’s never known any other men save for his interrogators (men of the church, even if he were in a position to ask them), the forgemaster (the topic just never came up) and Dracula himself (no). It’s hard to shake the feeling that Alucard’s going to judge him, even with the knowledge that he’s in no position to do so.
Carefully, he finishes unlacing his trousers and eases them down to his thighs. Alucard’s easlier actions have definitely had their effect on him, and he’s most of the way to hardness despite the nervousness. He ghosts a hand over himself, hissing in breath and sighing it out. If he tilts his head just so then he can’t quite see Alucard’s arm, removing the evidence that it isn’t Alucard’s hand there. ]
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[ In truth, he’s more than a little worried about doing this wrong somehow. He figured this out himself, and he’s never known any other men save for his interrogators (men of the church, even if he were in a position to ask them), the forgemaster (the topic just never came up) and Dracula himself (no). It’s hard to shake the feeling that Alucard’s going to judge him, even with the knowledge that he’s in no position to do so.
Carefully, he finishes unlacing his trousers and eases them down to his thighs. Alucard’s easlier actions have definitely had their effect on him, and he’s most of the way to hardness despite the nervousness. He ghosts a hand over himself, hissing in breath and sighing it out. If he tilts his head just so then he can’t quite see Alucard’s arm, removing the evidence that it isn’t Alucard’s hand there. ]