[ -it makes him feel needed. Valuable. Important. A way to be close to Alucard without frantically worrying if he's asking too much. A way to leave himself and feel warm and soft and a little lightheaded without the complications of a hangover or everyone's concern and disapproval. ]
-a sex thing. Kind of a sex thing. So you don't have to.
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[ -it makes him feel needed. Valuable. Important. A way to be close to Alucard without frantically worrying if he's asking too much. A way to leave himself and feel warm and soft and a little lightheaded without the complications of a hangover or everyone's concern and disapproval. ]
-a sex thing. Kind of a sex thing. So you don't have to.
[ Nailed it. ]