[ He slides to the ground again, head sinking into his hands. ]
This was a trap. I thought it was just bad fucking luck that we got on the vampire boat, but this was a fucking trap and I just walked into it and dragged you along, and- fuck.
[ He wants to ask what to do. It wouldn't be the first time that he's asked the man in the coffin what the fuck he should do. But before, it was always just a way to ask himself. Now Alucard's alive, and his presence is a lot less of a comforting constant. He can't ask. He just has to force himself to stop babbling and focus, the same way he always had, just without a cold, dead, answering body prompting him. ]
Nothing's changed. Not yet. The London business still comes first. I can't do anything about Dracula, not unless I know more. Spring Heel is hurting people now, and that has to take priority. Once that's dealt with, once whoever the fuck is bossing the captain around makes a move- I'll figure it out then.
[ He takes his head from his hands, leaning it back until it hits the wall behind him. ]
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[ He slides to the ground again, head sinking into his hands. ]
This was a trap. I thought it was just bad fucking luck that we got on the vampire boat, but this was a fucking trap and I just walked into it and dragged you along, and- fuck.
[ He wants to ask what to do. It wouldn't be the first time that he's asked the man in the coffin what the fuck he should do. But before, it was always just a way to ask himself. Now Alucard's alive, and his presence is a lot less of a comforting constant. He can't ask. He just has to force himself to stop babbling and focus, the same way he always had, just without a cold, dead, answering body prompting him. ]
Nothing's changed. Not yet. The London business still comes first. I can't do anything about Dracula, not unless I know more. Spring Heel is hurting people now, and that has to take priority. Once that's dealt with, once whoever the fuck is bossing the captain around makes a move- I'll figure it out then.
[ He takes his head from his hands, leaning it back until it hits the wall behind him. ]
Are you hurt?