He tells that to every memory that surfaces. A generation that was an exception, not a rule. Every Belmont would want him dead if they truly understood who he was, and maybe it's a miracle none of them figured it out before.
But he's better off alone. He was alone for centuries in that fucking box.
It becomes harder to ignore the castle. Not when there's a flood of pain in the connection, and not when things blur. It was always a possibility, that happening. But it's only taken a month. A month and Alucard considers with an awful, glum certainty that this must be it for the castle too. That they'll seperate and his home will die.
Fuck.
He goes back. He goes back because his mother could never forgive him if he didn't. Not if he left someone innocent suffer. Not if he let someone die when he could have prevented it.
But he returns as a bat. He hasn't been human for a month, and he has no desire to be a human again until required.
There's a window open. Alucard glides in, knowing that this is the room where Sypha is. The window would not be open otherwise.]
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He tells that to every memory that surfaces. A generation that was an exception, not a rule. Every Belmont would want him dead if they truly understood who he was, and maybe it's a miracle none of them figured it out before.
But he's better off alone. He was alone for centuries in that fucking box.
It becomes harder to ignore the castle. Not when there's a flood of pain in the connection, and not when things blur. It was always a possibility, that happening. But it's only taken a month. A month and Alucard considers with an awful, glum certainty that this must be it for the castle too. That they'll seperate and his home will die.
Fuck.
He goes back. He goes back because his mother could never forgive him if he didn't. Not if he left someone innocent suffer. Not if he let someone die when he could have prevented it.
But he returns as a bat. He hasn't been human for a month, and he has no desire to be a human again until required.
There's a window open. Alucard glides in, knowing that this is the room where Sypha is. The window would not be open otherwise.]