Yeah. It's- It's good. It's just hard. It's hard, and-

[ He sighs, tilting his head back so he's looking what would be upward if he were standing upright. Behind him, upside-down. There's less of the vertigo that would usually come from doing that one-eyed. ]

-I'm grateful. I'm more than grateful, I swear. I just- it's like it never happened. The official records are long gone. That's- the only real record that was left. It's like they were never there. Like I was never anything until I found the two of you.

[ And doesn't that last part sound just a little too close to the truth. ]