[After Trevor broke his wrist, a few things had happened. The first was that Alucard set the bones again. Second, Sypha was informed. And then Alucard withdrew back into his wolf form, keeping his distance for a few days out of guilt. He strayed towards the far parts of the castle, until it was mortifyingly obvious that the distance hurt the other two more.
So he circled back. Faster than he might otherwise, and then tried to maintain his human form in spite of his own discomfort. It had worked, but the guilt remained. It was there when he tried to hug the others, was worse when Trevor kissed him as gently as ever.
Right now though, right now is something they both need. Trevor's wrist is healed and then some. Alucard's guilt is muted. More than that, the momentum can't be lost. Alucard wants to keep that going more than anything. It's why he's sat behind Trevor now, putting the last of the knots in place.]
Feral kink shaming + deactivating
So he circled back. Faster than he might otherwise, and then tried to maintain his human form in spite of his own discomfort. It had worked, but the guilt remained. It was there when he tried to hug the others, was worse when Trevor kissed him as gently as ever.
Right now though, right now is something they both need. Trevor's wrist is healed and then some. Alucard's guilt is muted. More than that, the momentum can't be lost. Alucard wants to keep that going more than anything. It's why he's sat behind Trevor now, putting the last of the knots in place.]
Is that too much?