[ It's amazing, how far Alucard's come. He remembers having to be careful not to brush against him, to not even make accidental contact. Now he can lean against his shoulder without much warning and the only possible complication is that he has to make sure he's leaning the good side of his head, not the bad one.
It means that he can just sink into all of this, just allow everything to happen, and not worry. Trust Alucard with himself, rather than fussing over every little thing, to not go further than he's able to. Means he doesn't have to think. It's- nice to have a break from thinking, once in a while. ]
More than- ah- [ okay, this time it is an actual moan. Not a loud one, but he must have moved a little, meaning Alucard's hand is slightly higher up on his back this time. It's not a big difference, but it's a difference and the slight contrast after he'd got used to the way things were suddenly seems massive. ] -More than okay.
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[ It's amazing, how far Alucard's come. He remembers having to be careful not to brush against him, to not even make accidental contact. Now he can lean against his shoulder without much warning and the only possible complication is that he has to make sure he's leaning the good side of his head, not the bad one.
It means that he can just sink into all of this, just allow everything to happen, and not worry. Trust Alucard with himself, rather than fussing over every little thing, to not go further than he's able to. Means he doesn't have to think. It's- nice to have a break from thinking, once in a while. ]
More than- ah- [ okay, this time it is an actual moan. Not a loud one, but he must have moved a little, meaning Alucard's hand is slightly higher up on his back this time. It's not a big difference, but it's a difference and the slight contrast after he'd got used to the way things were suddenly seems massive. ] -More than okay.