[Stop watching, he means. Alucard's hand shakily reaches out, coming to lazily and tiredly rest on Trevor's hip. For this, he wants at least a little contact. Trevor should have that, after all he's done.
And all he's doing. Because it is a lot to watch Trevor stroke himself, a little part of the alchemist still clinging to his hand. To know all of this is because of him, and feel not one ounce of shame or guilt because of it.]
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[Stop watching, he means. Alucard's hand shakily reaches out, coming to lazily and tiredly rest on Trevor's hip. For this, he wants at least a little contact. Trevor should have that, after all he's done.
And all he's doing. Because it is a lot to watch Trevor stroke himself, a little part of the alchemist still clinging to his hand. To know all of this is because of him, and feel not one ounce of shame or guilt because of it.]