[Alucard's pretty sure that he waits until Trevor's gone to let out a sigh and try and get himself back to rights. It isn't that he doesn't like Trevor or doesn't appreciate his presence. Quite the opposite. But that's the problem.
He's meant to be alone. It's safer, because even if there's time spent with Trevor? He is still beholden to the fae and their Queen and that sounds like a bad thing to get mixed up in on principle. There's a reason his family made the decisions they did.
But it feels so good, not being alone. Letting his heart flutter and know that at least from Trevor? There's no harm. He isn't threatened. This is just...
...it's nice.
He falls asleep with that debate in his head. Rises still unsure. Dresses himself in his tunic and trousers, with his coat folded over his arm. He'll wash his face and then they can go. Coffee and breakfast can be gotten at the market.]
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[Alucard's pretty sure that he waits until Trevor's gone to let out a sigh and try and get himself back to rights. It isn't that he doesn't like Trevor or doesn't appreciate his presence. Quite the opposite. But that's the problem.
He's meant to be alone. It's safer, because even if there's time spent with Trevor? He is still beholden to the fae and their Queen and that sounds like a bad thing to get mixed up in on principle. There's a reason his family made the decisions they did.
But it feels so good, not being alone. Letting his heart flutter and know that at least from Trevor? There's no harm. He isn't threatened. This is just...
...it's nice.
He falls asleep with that debate in his head. Rises still unsure. Dresses himself in his tunic and trousers, with his coat folded over his arm. He'll wash his face and then they can go. Coffee and breakfast can be gotten at the market.]