[Because it does. This hurts. All of it. Them being there. Them
not being there. Them being there and the stupid fears that come with it.
It shows in the smallest ways. That when Trevor moves closer, Alucard
moves closer to the door. To make sure that if he has to move, he can. An
exit available at all times.
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And if I said some of it hurt? What then?
[Because it does. This hurts. All of it. Them being there. Them not being there. Them being there and the stupid fears that come with it.
It shows in the smallest ways. That when Trevor moves closer, Alucard moves closer to the door. To make sure that if he has to move, he can. An exit available at all times.
It doesn't calm him. But it helps.]