You could find another adjective, you know.

[He does smile when he speaks though, meaning all of it is in good jest. But more than that, he just remains on the very edge of the bed, waiting for Trevor to settle in. Trevor is bigger - wider - than he is. Easier for him to find a spot and then Alucard to take up all the remaining space.]

I was right to try and get to this city. But I don't think I would have survived it without your intervention first.