[ Though perhaps not seen, there's a gentle smile which tugs at the corners of Trevor's lips as they remain just like that in the silence and darkness of the room. Alucard's presence does ease him in a way he never thought possible and he finds himself comfortable within the embrace, not even wanting to pull away from it despite hos reluctant he had originally felt with doing so. ]

This world is a big ball of shit.

[ Even as he speaks, his voice is soft and lacks the gruff, crude tone which he's typically known for. ]

You're not any less of who you are with what they've done to you. You're still a moody bastard as far as I'm concerned.

[ And, swallowing thickly, he lets the tips of his fingers brush through the blond's hair, ghosting along the expanse of Alucard's neck as blue eyes stare to the pale, warm skin there. ]

But you're my moody bastard. I wouldn't be here if I didn't think so.

[ Wouldn't have gone through with the bond at all if he didn't trust Alucard. ]