[ Trevor's slept with another here before. A couple times, actually. Is it love? No, though he does care for them and consider them a friend. Sypha and Alucard... they're different to him. He cares for them, yes. But it's... different and he wouldn't sleep with either of them as a means to just scratch some itch he has. But when he had tasted Alucard's blood on his tongue... jesus christ, he could have so easily let himself if they both wanted. He's coming to learn that blood is not necessarily a drug to him. But it's more a means for him to loosen up, if you will. Let go of things that he normally hides away or doesn't think he should do.

Sometimes that's good. Sometimes that's bad, because it certainly makes him wonder if that's why vampires can be as cruel as they are sometimes. There's nothing holding them back anymore.

But he lays there with Alucard, the tips of his fingers still stroking along his arms as he lets that nice feeling slowly begin to disappear from him. ]

I wonder... [ he murmurs then ] ...if your blood would be able to... nourish me. Or like... reenergize me. Because it felt like that. Like a burst of energy all of a sudden. A really nice burst of energy.