[ He likes to think that each of his Bonded alter and influence his mood in a way. That's... liable to sound bad to some, he thinks, but when his own emotions have slowly begun to dull some over the seven(?) months almost now that he's been a vampire, allowing him to feel SOMETHING from someone else - his Bonded - and make it his own or even remind him what it feels like is something he wants- needs to try and see is possible. Because... it makes sense. Theoretically. If they can feel one another through the Bond, if they can pick up on spikes of panic, fear, anger, or heartache, then surely he can tap into whatever they're feeling in the moment or even not, can't he? Maybe. He's not sure and that's why he has Alucard's hand in his.
Fauns are through touch, dragons are through dominance, witches are... what? Through magic? Somehow that doesn't add up as that would imply Alucard needing to cast some spell (like he can??) or swallowing down the magic within his blood and risk those magical explosions all around him like the last time.
Gently, he lets the tips of his pale fingers caress over the back of Alucard's hand and around to the inside of his wrist, blue eyes seeming fixated on doing that yet also searching for something at the same time. Thinking back to the first time they Bonded with one another almost a year ago now, he looks up to the blond then and, reaching up with a hand, lets the tips of those fingers rest against the crook of his neck. Alucard is a witch here but he's also more than that to him. So maybe it's not magic he needs but... something else to feel something.
That's when he kisses him then. Soft, gentle, fingers still resting against his neck. ]
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Fauns are through touch, dragons are through dominance, witches are... what? Through magic? Somehow that doesn't add up as that would imply Alucard needing to cast some spell (like he can??) or swallowing down the magic within his blood and risk those magical explosions all around him like the last time.
Gently, he lets the tips of his pale fingers caress over the back of Alucard's hand and around to the inside of his wrist, blue eyes seeming fixated on doing that yet also searching for something at the same time. Thinking back to the first time they Bonded with one another almost a year ago now, he looks up to the blond then and, reaching up with a hand, lets the tips of those fingers rest against the crook of his neck. Alucard is a witch here but he's also more than that to him. So maybe it's not magic he needs but... something else to feel something.
That's when he kisses him then. Soft, gentle, fingers still resting against his neck. ]